I think there is a plan for the weekend. Still no Definate plan to come home. Tomorrow possible clamping the NG tube from her belly, for draining, to see how she tolerates. If that is successful they can take it out and drain through the gtube. 

Sunday stop draining the stomach, try clear liquids through the gtube and maybe Monday start feeding again. 

Clara's pain is better but still there she is on dolotin (sp?) for pain every 6 hours, but doesn't always make it that long. 

She is hungry, uncomfortable, and whimpers when I pick her up to move her to the rocking chair. 

She slept all night and so did I, but still I am so tired. 

We are both taking the evening off and going to Madeline's tournament game. then Jason will go back. 

I feel incredibly guilty about leaving her. If I could only be in two places at once. But I can't. 

Kinda a hard day for me. Feeling the strain, frustration of this, being away, making decisions. I need rest.