praises!!

I had a wonderful day with Clara. She was so alert, looking around and following my voice when I spoke to her. My favorite part of the day was just holding her for as long as I could, and rocking her to asleep. Just the sweetest moment for me as I was able to rest my cheek on her little head and give her extra kisses. This was something just two weeks ago I wouldn't have been able to do, because it would have made her uncomfortable and make her desat. What a praise!

In this photo below she is getting her tube re taped by Heather and Maggie. Also they let me take a photo of her with out all the tape on her face. I know I am her mommy, but she is just so beautiful to me. Only one other time have I seen her with out the tape.

Possible snag in Thursday's plans with the bronchoscopy. It might be postponed for reasons I am not clear about. It will be discussed tomorrow with Pulmonary, ET and NICU doctors. Jason and I have expressed that we wont it done, and don't understand YET the value in waiting. I hope more will be revealed tomorrow. 

The past several days I have found a renewed strength, and just have been extremely positive when I am with her. She is so strong and courageous. She has made it through every curve ball thrown at her. What a remarkable little baby! All of my moments with her as scary and wonderful as they have been, are such precious little blessings to me.

How blessed am I to have spent almost 80+ with my baby, that isn't even supposed to be here yet. 

Praise God!