Not sure which one I want. I guess in my mind I have been preparing for Friday. ME-I personally am ready to go however, It needs to be what’s best for Clara.
She is still miserable. Very drugged, tired, hot, sweaty, and fussy. When she is touched she goes wild. She doesn’t understand why I can’t hold her, and she is refusing to eat. I think some of this has to do with with epidural, at least that’s what the nurses say. Maybe with just a schedule of pain meds things will be different, she will feel better?? Again I don’t know. Also just being at home could lift her spirits.
Jason talked me into leaving the hospital. As much as I didn’t want to, I am glad I did. Taking a break nearby and going back soon.
So I am not sure when we can go home. I am fine with just leaving it up to her doctors, but secretly wishing for tomorrow. We will see.
No comments:
Post a Comment