In Genesis 22:1-19, we read that God tested Abraham by telling him to sacrifice his only son, Isaac. When Isaac asked his father where the lamb was for the burnt offering, Abraham answered, “God will provide a sheep for the burnt offering, my son” (v.8). And then “they both walked on together.”

Isaac trusted the word of his father, just as Abraham trusted the word of his faithful God. Abraham knew the Lord would provide even in a seemingly hopeless, desperate situation.

These days, whenever we’re faced with a challenge in our family, I go back to Genesis 26:24. It stands firm in my heart as a promise from God that can be trusted. Reacting emotionally to the challenges of life may leave us exhausted, fearful, and vulnerable. Instead, let’s choose to cling to God’s unchanging Word and rest in His faithful promises. Remember these words from Him: “Do not be afraid, for I am with you and will bless you.” —Ruth O’Reilly-Smith

II read these devotion this morning, from God Tube. I thought how applicable this has been in our lives  and how to it could suit about any challenging situation. I thought all the other trials in my life up to September that I didn't "cling to God's unchanging word and could not find rest in His faithful promises". Too many times I have tried to fix a situation on my own, and exhausted myself trying it get the outcome I wanted. I know because I am human I will still continue to try and be in charge...but I also know because of our experience I have seen How God is with me. Up until December I was so afraid Clara wouldn't make it. I cried myself to asleep  in desperation so many times. I felt hopeless. But there were also moments I like Abraham trusted God's promise, that He would provide. I closed my eyes shut and I believed. Never was it easy. Most of the time it was scary.....but yet sometimes it was peaceful.  

Clara is home, Praise God. Times ahead are also scary  and will be challenging. But I know God will keep on providing. 

This video was shared at my last baby shower with school friends. A very good friend, who I am so deeply blessed to have known at school made this. It is a true testament how God provided for Clara in the hospital. Despite how long and hard it was she grew from just 1 pound and 2 ounces, to a big beautiful baby girl ready to go home. God provided Jason, Madeline and I with wonderful people that took care of her, and family and friends that visited us and supported us from a far. These people never gave up on us and Clara. Thank you Kelly for the video! 

https://www.dropbox.com/s/yi02a7mauq8otlf/Baby%20ShowerShorter2.wmv